Whoa! Spent 70 bucks on cutting and dyeing my hair just now! Thanks to my mum-.-
Seriously, i think that i've a weird family! Which mother would encourage their kids to dye their hair? LOL and here, i have a mum who does so -.- even the hairdresser said so. Haha! Most kids want to dye their hair, but parents usually dont allow. But i've a mum who acts the opposite way! And also, i've got a weird but really super nice brother, who ask his sister how to woo a girl! hahaha. -.- But even so, i love them alot! esp my brother :)
Saturday. Went shopping with meixuan, that crazy girl:DD Bought 2 tops together with her haha! Oh, and MRT really do have alot of weird people eh!-.- ok maybe not alot, but we encountered two in a day. hahaha! seriously super lol! It was very packed and we were on the way to bishan when suddenly one woman shouted repeatedly, " This man here is scratching his private part! I want everybody to know that he's scratching his private part!" Then she shouted to the man, " You're not welcome in Singapore, get lost! We don't need such person in singapore"
After that there was silence.
Everyone was staring at them, and a group of guys infront of us were praising how brave the woman is. Then i realised the plump woman and the indian guy were sitting beside each other only! With a woman sitting between them! So poor thing. Couldn't catch a glance of how the woman looked like before that, cause of the crowd. LOL then the woman continued angrily, " Are you an Indian? You're not Singaporean right. You're not welcome here!" The guy mumbled sth, didnt catch what he said. And the woman shouted at him," You look like an ape! Jesus christ! "
And she claimed that she's Jesus Christ! -.- what the, it was nice of the guy not to rebutt her. He kept quiet but the woman was too much to call him an ape! Just because he's a foreigner and he doesn't know the law, doesn't mean that woman can bully him! That's personal attack man! Few minutes later, she walked off to other cabin. Everyone started to laugh at her. She didn't know she was making a fool of herself eh, thought she was helping the society by alerting the public of perverts? -.- Damn LOL right! haha mx and i were like what if someone stand infront of her and scratch their butts or sth.
sunday Went to work at downtown east, SUPER FARRRRR! Woke up very early at 8am, slept at 2am last night :( thank god, my dad brought us there <3 hais, to think i actually forgot his birthday:( was too busy with mst and homecoming, if not for my mum's reminder, i wouldn't remember! What a lousy daughter i am:( It was International Migrants' day celebration. All the foreign workers went there, but there weren't many customers.
Went for ballet after that. Wanted to skip class, cause i was very tired. But i'm really glad i didn't! Cause it was as fun as ever, though we did POINTEWORK! -.- super long didnt go for lessons alr, and miss kee had to do pointe when i turn up. And i realised i got to buck up on my techniques.
And today! Went to do cip at bedokkkkk! Was late, so sorry guys! Wrong estimation of time-.- Haha the kids there were better than the previous time! :DD But they were as noisy as usual. i kinda misses them :( played games with them. Haha some of them are very cute! :D Dinner at bedok central with class :D and home!
I'm going to prepare Christmas gifts! excitedddd! :DDD ok bye!
MST'S OVER! which means holiday is here:D whoa it seems to me that it was just yesterday when mst first started and the next day, it's over! I can still remember my whinings from the first day of mst till the last day lol! Time flies, but i don't miss mst at all, haha. Know what, mst just gets suck-ier after the 2nd paper. Itab seriously was, speechless-.-
But i'm going to leave everything to Daddy God! :DD All the glory, I give to Him.
Went to nihon mura with wl and hj today! :D sy abandoned us for her bf! haha it's ok, there's won't be next time! hahaha. Ordered alot, ate alot and threw away alot too! HAHA :D hais waste foooood! -.- Lesson learnt: Eat finish first before you place a new order! LOL so we won't have to feel guilty and find all sorts of ways to cover up the thrown away food! -stares at hj- haha!
Lol at hj the pig who ordered 5 plates of prawns, thinking that they are cooked but weren't. And she didnt dare to eat raw prawns! hahaha then know what we did? We asked for 3 cups of hot water, and we boiled the prawns inside! damn funny haha! And we spotted a small cockroach on the wall BESIDE us halfway through eating! -.- it's scary and gross ok! Haha thank god, the manager ended its life before it could even move its legs :x
Daddy came to fetch me after eating :D And my dear dear dear brother's going for NS in months time:( though it's still quite long later, but i'm going to miss him! Haha, nvm he can become a REAL man after NS! ;D
So, plans for 3 weeks holiday! oh man, on top of all the projects that need to be done, i've got alot of things i want to do!
I want to prepare Christmas gifts for alot of people, but i not sure if i can finish preparing for all! I want to DANCE! :DDD I want to watch alot of movies! I want to shop and spend crazy times with my babehs, stayover at mindy's house on christmas, outings with sy wl hj, poly classmates and sdz people! :DD I want to work tooo! I want ipod nano! :( Since how long have i been wanting that and trying to save up for it, hais:(
right, new moon's out on funshion! :D
Haha, i want to thank daddy god, for all that He has given me! During the tough times, He carried me through. All along He is by my side, just that i didn't know. I didn't turn to Him for help thinking i could do everything myself. I feel stressed and tired. But know what, His grace is so much more! Daddy god reminded me that nothing is impossible for him! I can't but He can! Jesus love for me has become the solutions of all my problems! Know what, i only realised the meaning of joy, true joy from the bottom of my heart, after i know Jesus. Whenever i think of Him, see His love for me, His words, I feel real joy, peace and love :) This is our God :) I've a really awesome Daddy god.
All my dearest friends, babes, my family, you know what, I feel super duper luper huper buper blessed to know you guys and to have you guys around me! Haha, ok i came up those weird words by myself-.- cos there's no other words to emphasize how blessed i am! :D I love you guys so much ya:DD
Haha i 've come to share a sermon read from pastor prince book :D Lol, posted this for someone who's feeling super stress for mst! see i so good haha! but still i want to share this blessing to everyone :D
You know, we have a really awesome Daddy God who loves us so much that He sacrificed His only son, Jesus on the cross, for us.
Matthew6:28-29 "So why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin" You may think that you must work very hard to provide for yourself and get ahead of life. But God wants you to consider the lilies of the field- they do nothing. They toil not, spin not, and struggle not. Yet, they grow and are clothed by God while simply resting in the sunshine of God's love!
Like the lilies, God wants you to let Him take care of providing for your everything, every aspect of your life, which includes studies, your needs, everything, instead of you striving to do it yourself. When you let go and let Him, you will see Him bless you supernaturally, abundantly and generously!
Not to say that, we do not prepare for exams, msts and do nothing. We need to prepare but don't depend on your preparation. Just trust God and don't stressed out and lose your rest by thinking, i must know everything! i must remember everything and do everything i have prepared. Believe God and be at rest. As a beloved child of God, we have His grace and favour to our exams. Even if you've not studied enough, God's grace rest abundant upon you. :)
Don't worry about tomorrow for when tomorrow comes, provision and grace will be there. Give all your cares to Jesus, and trust Him, you already have the victory :D Look unto him, don't look at your circumstances now. He will turn it around for good, for you. :)
Haha! ok i'm done sharing :D We don't have to be stress over mst anymore! :D because we have an awesome Daddy God! <3
hahaha! suddenly, i got the feel to blog:D and this is one of the super duper rare time.
haha woke up early morning at 11am to study, but guess what, i was fb-ing the whole day till 2pm-.- and this shows i cant study when i'm going to have a performance. So, met up with my babes and walked to rs. Long time since we walked that route haha how nonstalgic :)
Whenever i walk that long long path to rs from cwp, i would be reminded of only one thing, that is a time during rainy day! LOL there were ALOT of earthworms on the floor, and i tell you, it's really damn alot! Its like every step you take, you see earthworms moving infront of you! -.- super disgusting eh! HAHA and the funny part is my babes and i screamed from the start of the route till the end! Like some crazy women lol! and i almost jumped onto mindy's back and tell her to piggyback me!
hahaha ok off-tracked! right, so homecoming! Food was quite not worth the price, dance performance was alright i guess, though i forgot steps and i feel that the whole thing was quite messy. That was my first time doing real hiphop! haha so cant blame for my nervousness :x I was nervous you know, and everything happened so fast that the next thing i knew it was over!-.- many people didnt turn up so it was still ok.
sad thing is i will miss dancing with my babes! :( hais now i can focus on my mst which is like monday! -.- i'm so looking forward to after MST! :DDDD haha so after homecoming, was going home from cwp when i was stopped by a surveyor, AGAIN! Thank god it's not steven lim lol, but this one was no better-.-' He's like not surveying me judging from the things he asked me-.- weird people!
haha then i was stucked there for quite long eh, when terry and his friends came to save meee! whoa thank god! if not i think i will stand there for at least 15 mins-.- hahaha funny, derrick was like telling me if they come up to you next time, throw bbt at them. LOL! haha and i walked one big round to interchange in the end-.-
met janice in the bus for the first time!:D and home! tired :( but still, i'm going to study first :) bye!
i bet my blog's feeling so abandoned by her cute owner :(
whoaaa i didn't post for a super duper long time already! And friends have been telling me to update my blog, soooo, here i am! :D won't start posting what happened right after waves till now, cause there's too much to write about -.- haha! i think this post will be much of my whinings and all.
So, i will just update about my life now. -BUSY- projects right after projects, they just keep coming! :( and mst's in one week plus time. On top of that, there's homecoming dance performance! oh gosh, the dance is damn hard! Cause we're not trained in hiphop :( But know what! I'm sure we can make it happen! :DD Let's just give it our best shot, babes! <3
had been skipping quite a few dance sessions, because of studies, if not projects :( Hais how i wish mst could be over in the next minute or even better, in the next second! hahaha i know that's not possible-.- and CRS tmr! i'm only looking forward to dance at night haha :D
came by this short story in my bible,which goes:
A mom and dad lose their only daughter two days before her fifteenth birthday. She was riding in a car that was hit by a drunk driver. Devastated, they started the long process of grieving for a child who wasn't supposed to die before they did. Several months later they come to your school and tell you how difficult the last few months have been. The pain has been incredible for them. Then they say something that grabs you.
"All we have left is God. We couldn't have made it without him. He has been so faithful."
So, you see what his faithfulness is. He helps those parents make it from day to day. He gives them hope that they won't be hurt forever. On the days when they hurt so much they can hardly breathe, he stays right beside them. He carries them when they cannot walk and gives them smiles when thay thought smiles were gone forever.
Don't wait for an emergency to find out how faithful he is. He's faithful in your good times too! :D
Trust in your forever faithful Daddy God:) He will lift you up when you're down and turn bad things around.
waves 14 just ended yesterday. and i'm already missing it :( i bet everyone does! it was really a very very memorable and awesome experience. i want a second show! how i wish there is one..
it's everyone's credit that the show was successful :D months of hardwork really did pay off. nights and nights of surviving on instant noodles, lack of sleep. but seeing how awesome ytd's show was, i guess it's all worth it. :) i miss that feeling when everyone rehearsed together, stayed up till late at night do get things done, it really feels like a family!
so in all, we've done a great job! thanks alot for my friends who came to support! :D really glad you guys enjoyed it. SDZ ROCKS!
also, i want to praise God for all that He's given me during waves period. many times, i felt like giving up, all the stress, struggling with school work- spss, ballet classes, falling sick 3 days before waves, it was really a tough struggle.
even though i'd performed alot of times on stage, be it syf, competitions or ballet performances, i'd learnt the most in this waves14. and i'm sure each and every single one of the dancers had stepped up to a higher level of standard. thank God for the strength He has given me to make it through this period of time. All the glory, i give to Him :)
It's so cold now. haha i like rainy days! but i don't like it when it gets so cold that i shivers. Didnt update for a long time alr.
Busy with rehearsals for waves14 everyday. Yesterday was full dress rehearsal, clean ups thereafter. 9am to 8pm, it's the first time we're in the mph for sooo long hours. damn stress, i guess everyone's feeling the same now. cause the concert is damn cui. Dance items weren't up to ryan's standard. He's bored to the maximum limit, where he's so tempted to remove items. But im sure all the tears, sweat, bruises, sacrifices and effort we've put in will not go into drain on the actual day. Because i believe all of us can do it, seriously :)
haha i've got 5 bruises on my left knee in a day-.- anyway, today's sunday. Lol, i know you know, haha cause it feels like a weekday to me-.- went to school early in the morning, helped out with the props to be due on monday. Haunted house choreo training with ryan at alternative timeslots. My neck's having muscle aches! :( hope i can still turn my head tmr.
anywayyyy, i'm going to be LIFTED for ryan's choreo=.= OMGOSH..ok maybe it isn't any big deal for you guys, but i'm damn afraid of heightttsssss! :(
but i think it's better now already. In the past right, whenever my feet are not touching the ground for more than 1m, or when im looking down from a high place(2nd storey LOL),i would have screamed until i dk what.
but i didn't really screamed like that when i was lifted up and turned upside down, vertically straight in the air just now, then to swing backwards, with my legs in the air. Thank God :D LOL but i screamed like crow when doing the backward one. -.-' it's fast! so funnyyy, then ryan's face was like o.o HAHAHA! He's damn strong eh, and allen too, very trustable lol! but they're not the one lifting me:( oh man, then when im finally on the ground, my legs went jelly-.-' i'm scaredddddd! :( it felt as if you've just sat on a roller coaster.
oh goshhh, nvm! i will think about it, when time comes! right now, SPSSSSSSSS! Ugh, why must it be tested on this weeeek when we have to stay back till 10pm everyday till friday! ok down to poa tutorial and spss revision byebye!
I felt so helpless when i couldn't do anything to comfort you when you needed one. I don't know what to do, or what to say to make you feel better. I could only watch you cry and hope that you will feel better after pouring all your sadness out. Seeing how heartbroken you're just now really hurts me too :(
As your friend, i felt so useless..
Even though i don't know how to comfort people, rest assured that i will always be with you when you need someone to talk to. i guess i'm only good at listening.
Even so, always know that the greatest comforter, Jesus is always by your side :) Spent your time talking to Him, instead of living in the past.
Dance is taking up almost all my time. These two weeks' almost everyday after school i've got to stay back till at night for trainings. sorry babehs, if i can't spend time with your :( i really want to make time for you guys, but my priority now is waves14. Hopefully after next week, i will be more free :) Everyone put in so much time and effort to put up a dope performance for the audience. thank you so much to my friends who are coming to support us :D
right, so i guess i will go to bed now, damn tired :( had only 4 hours of sleep last night. BYE!
Let Jesus be your strength. Let Him be the one who carry your heavy loads. He will wipe away your tears and God promises to encourage you in your darkest hour, so let Him take it from here. Climb up into his strong arms, lay your head down and rest.
Life is life, a short one. What past is past, what's more important is now, the present. Live your life to the fullest now, cherish the moment that you're living in now, don't turn back, see what has alr happened and live in sadness. Because you can't change the fact that it has alr happened. Give God all your unhappiness and let Him be your joy :) Only He is worth your tears.
Babeh, we will pray for you. Jesus will never forsake you when you need Him :) Only He can turn your situation now into good and even way better! Just rest in Him. He is always by your side :D
So, i havent been blogging lately. Busy with dance trainings like everyday. Waves in like a week's time and we havent even reached ryan's expectations. came up with a schedule for next week, i was like o.o.
mon- janice's choreo 5 to 8pm. haunted house prac 8 to 10pm
tues- haunted house prac 4 to 6pm gladys' choreo 5.30 to 7.30pm
wed- haunted house prac 3 to 5pm janice's choreo 5 to 7pm ballet lesson 8.15 to 9.45pm
thur- FREEEEEE! thank god, cos i've got 4 lectures on this day -.-
fri- Gladys'choreo 3 to 5pm haunted house prac 6 to 10pm
sat- Full dress rehearsal 9am to1pm ryan's choreo 1pm to night.
sun- ryan's choreo 2 to 8pm ballet lesson 830 to 10pm
yesterday, half dress rehearsal. not very very bad lol. But haunted house was very disappointing, didn't practise enough for it :( damn guilty to see how disappointed ryan was in us. hence there's training almost every single day for it next week.
ended early yesterday, wanted to go out with mindy, but i dk why i didnt call her-.- so went to search for costume for ryan's choreo with jeannie, elizabeth and juanne at bugis :D it was a fun search, and we found one very pretty dress! :DD which i feel that it suits the dance. Cause we must so call act as a zombie.
Quite affordable eh, 22.90 after discount. So we must fork out like 17.90 on our own. spent damn alot of money for this waves on costumes! i guess its the same for everyone. anyway, the search for costumes soon became shopping trip for our own LOL. especially for juanne and eliz, they looked as if..haha i dk what, bought so many things :x
Lol, had kfc for dinner with jeann and home! Today is my rest day! :DD day only-.- dance at night though. but nevertheless i slept for like 12 hours today hahaha!
and know what, zhoulin's gonna teach us freework and repertoire for wed ballet class! whoaaaaaaa. she's the best ballerina i've ever seen in person and up close, and even had lessons together with her for intermediate exam! she's damn zai i tell you. haha. i'm really looking forward to her class! :D
Whoa! Spent 70 bucks on cutting and dyeing my hair just now! Thanks to my mum-.-
Seriously, i think that i've a weird family! Which mother would encourage their kids to dye their hair? LOL and here, i have a mum who does so -.- even the hairdresser said so. Haha! Most kids want to dye their hair, but parents usually dont allow. But i've a mum who acts the opposite way! And also, i've got a weird but really super nice brother, who ask his sister how to woo a girl! hahaha. -.- But even so, i love them alot! esp my brother :)
Saturday. Went shopping with meixuan, that crazy girl:DD Bought 2 tops together with her haha! Oh, and MRT really do have alot of weird people eh!-.- ok maybe not alot, but we encountered two in a day. hahaha! seriously super lol! It was very packed and we were on the way to bishan when suddenly one woman shouted repeatedly, " This man here is scratching his private part! I want everybody to know that he's scratching his private part!" Then she shouted to the man, " You're not welcome in Singapore, get lost! We don't need such person in singapore"
After that there was silence.
Everyone was staring at them, and a group of guys infront of us were praising how brave the woman is. Then i realised the plump woman and the indian guy were sitting beside each other only! With a woman sitting between them! So poor thing. Couldn't catch a glance of how the woman looked like before that, cause of the crowd. LOL then the woman continued angrily, " Are you an Indian? You're not Singaporean right. You're not welcome here!" The guy mumbled sth, didnt catch what he said. And the woman shouted at him," You look like an ape! Jesus christ! "
And she claimed that she's Jesus Christ! -.- what the, it was nice of the guy not to rebutt her. He kept quiet but the woman was too much to call him an ape! Just because he's a foreigner and he doesn't know the law, doesn't mean that woman can bully him! That's personal attack man! Few minutes later, she walked off to other cabin. Everyone started to laugh at her. She didn't know she was making a fool of herself eh, thought she was helping the society by alerting the public of perverts? -.- Damn LOL right! haha mx and i were like what if someone stand infront of her and scratch their butts or sth.
sunday Went to work at downtown east, SUPER FARRRRR! Woke up very early at 8am, slept at 2am last night :( thank god, my dad brought us there <3 hais, to think i actually forgot his birthday:( was too busy with mst and homecoming, if not for my mum's reminder, i wouldn't remember! What a lousy daughter i am:( It was International Migrants' day celebration. All the foreign workers went there, but there weren't many customers.
Went for ballet after that. Wanted to skip class, cause i was very tired. But i'm really glad i didn't! Cause it was as fun as ever, though we did POINTEWORK! -.- super long didnt go for lessons alr, and miss kee had to do pointe when i turn up. And i realised i got to buck up on my techniques.
And today! Went to do cip at bedokkkkk! Was late, so sorry guys! Wrong estimation of time-.- Haha the kids there were better than the previous time! :DD But they were as noisy as usual. i kinda misses them :( played games with them. Haha some of them are very cute! :D Dinner at bedok central with class :D and home!
I'm going to prepare Christmas gifts! excitedddd! :DDD ok bye!
MST'S OVER! which means holiday is here:D whoa it seems to me that it was just yesterday when mst first started and the next day, it's over! I can still remember my whinings from the first day of mst till the last day lol! Time flies, but i don't miss mst at all, haha. Know what, mst just gets suck-ier after the 2nd paper. Itab seriously was, speechless-.-
But i'm going to leave everything to Daddy God! :DD All the glory, I give to Him.
Went to nihon mura with wl and hj today! :D sy abandoned us for her bf! haha it's ok, there's won't be next time! hahaha. Ordered alot, ate alot and threw away alot too! HAHA :D hais waste foooood! -.- Lesson learnt: Eat finish first before you place a new order! LOL so we won't have to feel guilty and find all sorts of ways to cover up the thrown away food! -stares at hj- haha!
Lol at hj the pig who ordered 5 plates of prawns, thinking that they are cooked but weren't. And she didnt dare to eat raw prawns! hahaha then know what we did? We asked for 3 cups of hot water, and we boiled the prawns inside! damn funny haha! And we spotted a small cockroach on the wall BESIDE us halfway through eating! -.- it's scary and gross ok! Haha thank god, the manager ended its life before it could even move its legs :x
Daddy came to fetch me after eating :D And my dear dear dear brother's going for NS in months time:( though it's still quite long later, but i'm going to miss him! Haha, nvm he can become a REAL man after NS! ;D
So, plans for 3 weeks holiday! oh man, on top of all the projects that need to be done, i've got alot of things i want to do!
I want to prepare Christmas gifts for alot of people, but i not sure if i can finish preparing for all! I want to DANCE! :DDD I want to watch alot of movies! I want to shop and spend crazy times with my babehs, stayover at mindy's house on christmas, outings with sy wl hj, poly classmates and sdz people! :DD I want to work tooo! I want ipod nano! :( Since how long have i been wanting that and trying to save up for it, hais:(
right, new moon's out on funshion! :D
Haha, i want to thank daddy god, for all that He has given me! During the tough times, He carried me through. All along He is by my side, just that i didn't know. I didn't turn to Him for help thinking i could do everything myself. I feel stressed and tired. But know what, His grace is so much more! Daddy god reminded me that nothing is impossible for him! I can't but He can! Jesus love for me has become the solutions of all my problems! Know what, i only realised the meaning of joy, true joy from the bottom of my heart, after i know Jesus. Whenever i think of Him, see His love for me, His words, I feel real joy, peace and love :) This is our God :) I've a really awesome Daddy god.
All my dearest friends, babes, my family, you know what, I feel super duper luper huper buper blessed to know you guys and to have you guys around me! Haha, ok i came up those weird words by myself-.- cos there's no other words to emphasize how blessed i am! :D I love you guys so much ya:DD
Haha i 've come to share a sermon read from pastor prince book :D Lol, posted this for someone who's feeling super stress for mst! see i so good haha! but still i want to share this blessing to everyone :D
You know, we have a really awesome Daddy God who loves us so much that He sacrificed His only son, Jesus on the cross, for us.
Matthew6:28-29 "So why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin" You may think that you must work very hard to provide for yourself and get ahead of life. But God wants you to consider the lilies of the field- they do nothing. They toil not, spin not, and struggle not. Yet, they grow and are clothed by God while simply resting in the sunshine of God's love!
Like the lilies, God wants you to let Him take care of providing for your everything, every aspect of your life, which includes studies, your needs, everything, instead of you striving to do it yourself. When you let go and let Him, you will see Him bless you supernaturally, abundantly and generously!
Not to say that, we do not prepare for exams, msts and do nothing. We need to prepare but don't depend on your preparation. Just trust God and don't stressed out and lose your rest by thinking, i must know everything! i must remember everything and do everything i have prepared. Believe God and be at rest. As a beloved child of God, we have His grace and favour to our exams. Even if you've not studied enough, God's grace rest abundant upon you. :)
Don't worry about tomorrow for when tomorrow comes, provision and grace will be there. Give all your cares to Jesus, and trust Him, you already have the victory :D Look unto him, don't look at your circumstances now. He will turn it around for good, for you. :)
Haha! ok i'm done sharing :D We don't have to be stress over mst anymore! :D because we have an awesome Daddy God! <3
hahaha! suddenly, i got the feel to blog:D and this is one of the super duper rare time.
haha woke up early morning at 11am to study, but guess what, i was fb-ing the whole day till 2pm-.- and this shows i cant study when i'm going to have a performance. So, met up with my babes and walked to rs. Long time since we walked that route haha how nonstalgic :)
Whenever i walk that long long path to rs from cwp, i would be reminded of only one thing, that is a time during rainy day! LOL there were ALOT of earthworms on the floor, and i tell you, it's really damn alot! Its like every step you take, you see earthworms moving infront of you! -.- super disgusting eh! HAHA and the funny part is my babes and i screamed from the start of the route till the end! Like some crazy women lol! and i almost jumped onto mindy's back and tell her to piggyback me!
hahaha ok off-tracked! right, so homecoming! Food was quite not worth the price, dance performance was alright i guess, though i forgot steps and i feel that the whole thing was quite messy. That was my first time doing real hiphop! haha so cant blame for my nervousness :x I was nervous you know, and everything happened so fast that the next thing i knew it was over!-.- many people didnt turn up so it was still ok.
sad thing is i will miss dancing with my babes! :( hais now i can focus on my mst which is like monday! -.- i'm so looking forward to after MST! :DDDD haha so after homecoming, was going home from cwp when i was stopped by a surveyor, AGAIN! Thank god it's not steven lim lol, but this one was no better-.-' He's like not surveying me judging from the things he asked me-.- weird people!
haha then i was stucked there for quite long eh, when terry and his friends came to save meee! whoa thank god! if not i think i will stand there for at least 15 mins-.- hahaha funny, derrick was like telling me if they come up to you next time, throw bbt at them. LOL! haha and i walked one big round to interchange in the end-.-
met janice in the bus for the first time!:D and home! tired :( but still, i'm going to study first :) bye!
i bet my blog's feeling so abandoned by her cute owner :(
whoaaa i didn't post for a super duper long time already! And friends have been telling me to update my blog, soooo, here i am! :D won't start posting what happened right after waves till now, cause there's too much to write about -.- haha! i think this post will be much of my whinings and all.
So, i will just update about my life now. -BUSY- projects right after projects, they just keep coming! :( and mst's in one week plus time. On top of that, there's homecoming dance performance! oh gosh, the dance is damn hard! Cause we're not trained in hiphop :( But know what! I'm sure we can make it happen! :DD Let's just give it our best shot, babes! <3
had been skipping quite a few dance sessions, because of studies, if not projects :( Hais how i wish mst could be over in the next minute or even better, in the next second! hahaha i know that's not possible-.- and CRS tmr! i'm only looking forward to dance at night haha :D
came by this short story in my bible,which goes:
A mom and dad lose their only daughter two days before her fifteenth birthday. She was riding in a car that was hit by a drunk driver. Devastated, they started the long process of grieving for a child who wasn't supposed to die before they did. Several months later they come to your school and tell you how difficult the last few months have been. The pain has been incredible for them. Then they say something that grabs you.
"All we have left is God. We couldn't have made it without him. He has been so faithful."
So, you see what his faithfulness is. He helps those parents make it from day to day. He gives them hope that they won't be hurt forever. On the days when they hurt so much they can hardly breathe, he stays right beside them. He carries them when they cannot walk and gives them smiles when thay thought smiles were gone forever.
Don't wait for an emergency to find out how faithful he is. He's faithful in your good times too! :D
Trust in your forever faithful Daddy God:) He will lift you up when you're down and turn bad things around.
waves 14 just ended yesterday. and i'm already missing it :( i bet everyone does! it was really a very very memorable and awesome experience. i want a second show! how i wish there is one..
it's everyone's credit that the show was successful :D months of hardwork really did pay off. nights and nights of surviving on instant noodles, lack of sleep. but seeing how awesome ytd's show was, i guess it's all worth it. :) i miss that feeling when everyone rehearsed together, stayed up till late at night do get things done, it really feels like a family!
so in all, we've done a great job! thanks alot for my friends who came to support! :D really glad you guys enjoyed it. SDZ ROCKS!
also, i want to praise God for all that He's given me during waves period. many times, i felt like giving up, all the stress, struggling with school work- spss, ballet classes, falling sick 3 days before waves, it was really a tough struggle.
even though i'd performed alot of times on stage, be it syf, competitions or ballet performances, i'd learnt the most in this waves14. and i'm sure each and every single one of the dancers had stepped up to a higher level of standard. thank God for the strength He has given me to make it through this period of time. All the glory, i give to Him :)
It's so cold now. haha i like rainy days! but i don't like it when it gets so cold that i shivers. Didnt update for a long time alr.
Busy with rehearsals for waves14 everyday. Yesterday was full dress rehearsal, clean ups thereafter. 9am to 8pm, it's the first time we're in the mph for sooo long hours. damn stress, i guess everyone's feeling the same now. cause the concert is damn cui. Dance items weren't up to ryan's standard. He's bored to the maximum limit, where he's so tempted to remove items. But im sure all the tears, sweat, bruises, sacrifices and effort we've put in will not go into drain on the actual day. Because i believe all of us can do it, seriously :)
haha i've got 5 bruises on my left knee in a day-.- anyway, today's sunday. Lol, i know you know, haha cause it feels like a weekday to me-.- went to school early in the morning, helped out with the props to be due on monday. Haunted house choreo training with ryan at alternative timeslots. My neck's having muscle aches! :( hope i can still turn my head tmr.
anywayyyy, i'm going to be LIFTED for ryan's choreo=.= OMGOSH..ok maybe it isn't any big deal for you guys, but i'm damn afraid of heightttsssss! :(
but i think it's better now already. In the past right, whenever my feet are not touching the ground for more than 1m, or when im looking down from a high place(2nd storey LOL),i would have screamed until i dk what.
but i didn't really screamed like that when i was lifted up and turned upside down, vertically straight in the air just now, then to swing backwards, with my legs in the air. Thank God :D LOL but i screamed like crow when doing the backward one. -.-' it's fast! so funnyyy, then ryan's face was like o.o HAHAHA! He's damn strong eh, and allen too, very trustable lol! but they're not the one lifting me:( oh man, then when im finally on the ground, my legs went jelly-.-' i'm scaredddddd! :( it felt as if you've just sat on a roller coaster.
oh goshhh, nvm! i will think about it, when time comes! right now, SPSSSSSSSS! Ugh, why must it be tested on this weeeek when we have to stay back till 10pm everyday till friday! ok down to poa tutorial and spss revision byebye!
I felt so helpless when i couldn't do anything to comfort you when you needed one. I don't know what to do, or what to say to make you feel better. I could only watch you cry and hope that you will feel better after pouring all your sadness out. Seeing how heartbroken you're just now really hurts me too :(
As your friend, i felt so useless..
Even though i don't know how to comfort people, rest assured that i will always be with you when you need someone to talk to. i guess i'm only good at listening.
Even so, always know that the greatest comforter, Jesus is always by your side :) Spent your time talking to Him, instead of living in the past.
Dance is taking up almost all my time. These two weeks' almost everyday after school i've got to stay back till at night for trainings. sorry babehs, if i can't spend time with your :( i really want to make time for you guys, but my priority now is waves14. Hopefully after next week, i will be more free :) Everyone put in so much time and effort to put up a dope performance for the audience. thank you so much to my friends who are coming to support us :D
right, so i guess i will go to bed now, damn tired :( had only 4 hours of sleep last night. BYE!
Let Jesus be your strength. Let Him be the one who carry your heavy loads. He will wipe away your tears and God promises to encourage you in your darkest hour, so let Him take it from here. Climb up into his strong arms, lay your head down and rest.
Life is life, a short one. What past is past, what's more important is now, the present. Live your life to the fullest now, cherish the moment that you're living in now, don't turn back, see what has alr happened and live in sadness. Because you can't change the fact that it has alr happened. Give God all your unhappiness and let Him be your joy :) Only He is worth your tears.
Babeh, we will pray for you. Jesus will never forsake you when you need Him :) Only He can turn your situation now into good and even way better! Just rest in Him. He is always by your side :D
So, i havent been blogging lately. Busy with dance trainings like everyday. Waves in like a week's time and we havent even reached ryan's expectations. came up with a schedule for next week, i was like o.o.
mon- janice's choreo 5 to 8pm. haunted house prac 8 to 10pm
tues- haunted house prac 4 to 6pm gladys' choreo 5.30 to 7.30pm
wed- haunted house prac 3 to 5pm janice's choreo 5 to 7pm ballet lesson 8.15 to 9.45pm
thur- FREEEEEE! thank god, cos i've got 4 lectures on this day -.-
fri- Gladys'choreo 3 to 5pm haunted house prac 6 to 10pm
sat- Full dress rehearsal 9am to1pm ryan's choreo 1pm to night.
sun- ryan's choreo 2 to 8pm ballet lesson 830 to 10pm
yesterday, half dress rehearsal. not very very bad lol. But haunted house was very disappointing, didn't practise enough for it :( damn guilty to see how disappointed ryan was in us. hence there's training almost every single day for it next week.
ended early yesterday, wanted to go out with mindy, but i dk why i didnt call her-.- so went to search for costume for ryan's choreo with jeannie, elizabeth and juanne at bugis :D it was a fun search, and we found one very pretty dress! :DD which i feel that it suits the dance. Cause we must so call act as a zombie.
Quite affordable eh, 22.90 after discount. So we must fork out like 17.90 on our own. spent damn alot of money for this waves on costumes! i guess its the same for everyone. anyway, the search for costumes soon became shopping trip for our own LOL. especially for juanne and eliz, they looked as if..haha i dk what, bought so many things :x
Lol, had kfc for dinner with jeann and home! Today is my rest day! :DD day only-.- dance at night though. but nevertheless i slept for like 12 hours today hahaha!
and know what, zhoulin's gonna teach us freework and repertoire for wed ballet class! whoaaaaaaa. she's the best ballerina i've ever seen in person and up close, and even had lessons together with her for intermediate exam! she's damn zai i tell you. haha. i'm really looking forward to her class! :D
